I didn't realize that it had been so long since my last entry.  Oh well!

My summer class is going really great.  I have gotten a 100 or better on everything...lol.  I am so glad that I am taking the first accounting at perimeter this summer because I have a really great teacher.  I wish that she would teach up at North Georgia for managerial accouting, but I guess that isn't possible.  Only 2 more weeks left of that class and I am so excited that it is almost over.

I need some advice.  I applied to work at Best Buy and had an interview today.  The interview went great and I am pretty much hired.  When I got up to leave though was when the whole interview went down hill.  See, I have to go for another interview tomorrow to meet with the general manager of the store.  Anyways...when I got up to leave the guy that was interviewing me said that when I come back tomorrow he would suggest that I wear something more professional.  All I could say was ok.  I was wearing a skirt and a collared shirt....I don't know what he wants me to wear.  I didn't know how to take the comment that he said and I left the store and got in my car and just cried.  I didn't know what he meant by that comment.  I am thinking that I don't really want to work there after all.  I just feel kind of embarrased and I don't know what to do.....any advice???

Anyways...so things are finally starting to look up in my life.  Since my last entry, Chris and I have started talking again.  He told me that he didn't mean the horrible things that he said to me when we broke up and that he was sorry for everything.  Its been only 2 months since we broke up so I hadn't gotten voer him and still love him.  So we are trying to work some things out and take things slow and be friends for a while and hopefully get back into a relationship.  I think that this break that we had made both of us realize that what we were searching for, we already had.  I knew that God had a reason why we broke up and I think that was the reason.  I knew someone was looking out for me up there .  Well I guess I am going to wind this down and figure out what the heck I am going to do about dinner tonight.  Buh Bye

My life is kind of like how the weather has been like outside.  Stormy and Sunny.  I really do have my up and down moments.  It just feels like my life is somewhat spiriling out of my control and I have no idea what to do.  I am so lonely.  Not just in the fact that I don't have a boyfriend and I miss having someone make me feel like the most special person in the world, but also because I feel like I don't have any friends.  Sure I have friends, but none that I seem to be close enough with to hang out with on a regular basis.  To top things off, I thought that i was dealing with everything going on with my grandfather pretty well, but I think that it finally hit me about what bad shape he is in.  I am very close to him and I just don't know what I would do without him.  Ok....now that I am crying on my keyboard, I am going to stop talking about that.

I am so lonely.  I could say that about a million times.  My family has been great and I feel like I am ten times closer to them and that is a good thing but there is only so much time that you can spend with your famiy before you go completely nuts.  Do you ever have the feeling like you are never going to find the right person?  Like you were put on this earth and your soul-mate was forgotten about and so you didn't have one?  I don't know if that makes sense but that is how I feel.   I am tired of my heart being broken and I am ready to find my soul-mate, wherever he shall be.

I started my summer class today and I hope that it isn't going to be that bad.  I ran into one of my friends from high school who had my teacher in the spring and said that she was a very good teacher and that I should do very well.  I really hope that that is the case.  Its going to go really quick because we have to learn a semester worth of material in a month.  Today was the first day of class and she already announced that we have our first test next Thursday....I was just like geez that is quick.  I guess it is to be expected.  I don't know anyone in my class but I hope that is a good thing because then I can meet some new people.

Anyways....the finale of the bachelor is about to come on and so I better wind this down!!!